My journey with the Graeae Beyond Programme has been a remarkable experience. It has allowed me to cultivate my art, writing, and theatre practices in ways I never thought possible. Prior to my involvement with Graeae, I had taken a significant hiatus from theatre due to a severe mental health diagnosis that had eroded my confidence. This condition had even compelled me to drop out of university in Manchester in my 20s. I had previously faced challenges in the theatre world during my late teens when I realised, I wasn’t suited for acting, despite my love for theatre-making. Delusions and hallucinations from my mental health condition made it difficult to engage with theatre or even watch TV, let alone participate in productions. This led me to frequently cancel theatre plans at the last minute, making excuses to friends and family.

Graeae’s unique approach to theatre-making and practice made a profound impact on my life. Their emphasis on accessibility has helped me put my past experiences behind me. I’ve had the privilege of attending the excellent “Self-Raising” production at The Edinburgh Festival and also visiting Theatre by the Lake for their writers showcase, Crips with Chips. Being reintegrated into the theatre world through Graeae has been incredibly positive. It has reinforced the idea that there are more inclusive ways to tell stories. Every individual holds value, and that extraordinary accomplishments are possible when we come together. Graeae has provided me with a new perspective on the world, one that prioritises friendship, understanding, and love over adversity and obstacles. Words, as I’ve learned, have the power to hurt, but they can also serve as a remarkable source of healing.

Since my time with the Beyond Programme, I’ve made new progress in my creative journey. The film I created with support from Beyond has been screened at the Lancaster International Film Festival and the LA poetry film festival. It has also been featured in various art exhibitions across the UK. I’ve published some of my poetry as part of Commonword’s “Indivisible” anthology. Looking ahead, I’m working towards an exhibition in Soho in February, completing an album of songs based on my poetry, and developing a new theatre script. These accomplishments have been the result of my renewed strength and determination to carry on directly due to the support of the Beyond programme.

My journey has not been without challenges. I’ve faced significant setbacks, including mental health issues, and the process of navigating a non-traditional career path. However, my involvement with Graeae and the Beyond Programme has provided me with the support and tools necessary to overcome some of these obstacles and pursue my creative process.

While my path into the industry has been unconventional, the most important lesson I’ve learned is the value of perseverance and finding a supportive community. If I were to offer advice to aspiring artists, I would encourage them to embrace their uniqueness and not be discouraged by setbacks. Seek out communities and organisations that foster inclusivity and accessibility, as these can be invaluable sources of support and growth. Remember that there is no one “right” path in the arts, and your journey may be as unique as your artistic voice. Finally, always remember the healing power of words and art—they have the potential to transform not only your life but the lives of others as well.