Gemma Lees shares her experience of being part of our Beyond Programme and her journey into the arts.

My Graeae Beyond journey began in 2020. I applied after being away from the arts for almost seven years. I’d lost all of my confidence in myself as a writer, performer and events organiser. I applied after losing my beloved Grandad Ted to Covid. I sat and listened to his eulogy and wandered what people would say about me in mine. I knew that as I was fast approaching forty, it was now or never. During this time, my health had changed quite considerably too and I was now living with the reality of being a physically disabled person in addition to the mental health challenge I’d had for my entire life and I had no idea what this might mean for a future creative career.

I was delighted to be accepted onto the BEYOND programme and it truly set into motion what has happened for me in the last three years. Everyone I met was so motivated, creative, warm and encouraging. I felt like I’d truly found my people. I was introduced to a world where disability is celebrated and gladly accommodated for and this was an entirely new experience for me. I found my place as a disabled creative amongst fellow amazing disabled creatives.

Whilst on the programme, I wrote a comedy musical, ‘Mind Your Business!’, based on my previous day job running a stall at a carboot sale. I was awarded a micro grant by Graeae and in-kind support from The Octagon through a connection made via Graeae and was able to hold an initial R&D with two other Graeae Beyond members and pay for some initial backing tracks. Since then, I have taken ‘Mind Your Business’ to the BEAM2023 showcase where I performed a solo pitch with two of the songs.